Went to the highschool play tonight. It was nice to get out of the house but weird to see the school lol , its not as dreadful once youve graduated lol.

This college thing is killing me one minute im covinced to go and the next im ready to just go apply at community. But the thought keeps coming back that if i dont go i could really be missing out and i may never forgive myself for not going

UGHHHHH.
Im so fustrated.

A photograph of you currently: An old photograph of you: Graveyard like 9th grade. A photograph of you with a female friend: Me and Meggg A photograph of you with a male friend: Nick and I when our school won the football frenzy thing for channel 7 news A photograph of you with a sibling: bridge up north A photograph of you with a current partner or an ex: :] :] :] A photograph of you in your favourite clothes: Dont really have any favorite clothes but i looooovvvvee that shirt A photograph of you with a different hair colour/style: I miss my short hair... A photograph of you outside: Civitan park.miss this. A photograph of you in a mirror: Lol got crabs? A photograph of you listening to music: Battlecry POD set. A photograph of you pulling a funny face: Aww i miss these guys A photograph of you and a bunch of friends: Yeah we're dorks ..get over it lol A photograph of you at an angle: A photograph of you holding something: I miss the beach. A photograph of you eating/drinking: Lol gotta love ice cream and best friends. A photograph of you close up: Just got back from fishing. A photograph of you looking moody: I was dirty.... lol A photograph of you posing: Senior pic... It may not look like it but that crap hurt.

Omg so I HATE whispering to people lol. You know like you want to be all stealth and tell someone something quietly without anyone noticing, but the other person never fails to miss one thing you said so they say what? and i dont mean like they quietly ask what they frekin yell it for everyone else to hear. lol WAY TO BLOW THE COVER GUYS. lol

Today was pretty non eventful, I got woken up at 7 by my cousin and my aunt coming over crazy early. Then went back to sleep, then woke up and got yelled at when my mom got home at 11 for not being dressed when i only got up like 5 minutes previous to her Grand Enterance lol. Because we were supposed to be meeting my aunt and cousin at wheat and rye. well excuse me for not knowing mom , im not a mind reader geeesh. lol .

Then we get there and i order a blt minus the l and everyone laughs lol. DANG have u ever been to wheat and rye? those sandwiches are freaking HUGE! come on now im not some four hundred pound sumo wrestler.there is NO need for a sandwich that big.

My mom has become more computer adicted than me i mean i seriously have to fight her to get her off of here lol, but its cool theres not much to do on this stupid thing anyways i dont know what she finds so interesting about lol.

Anyways im getting ready to go to church . sooooo Ill post again later if anything eventful happens

SO .. My life has become incredibly boring since moving back to wayne. Seeing as though all of my friends are in school and I don't start school until the end of January.

Movie update.
I watched the strangers a while ago. What a waste of freaking life.
The actors are severely lacking as well as the plot. How stupid. And the end? WTF?!?! retards. I was absolutely expecting more.

Becoming jane was cute and made me want to read some of her books, but then i remember i tryed to read wuthering heights and it was WAY beyond me.


Books:
Currently reading Armageddon summer , seems to be a good book, I'm not that far into it though so i guess we will see.

Band:
WE just wrote a new song, which is freaking sweeeeet. Can't wait to get it recorded.I belive it may finally be falling into place.Totally excited.

So I didn't wake up till like 1 today because I'm lazy obviously lol. But whatever. Moms all "Your staying home all day tomorrow to help me clean up." and Im like ok but you have to wake me up early. and shes all "ok" and then she didnt then when i finally got up she went and layed down. lol what a waste of day.

I think im probably going to get off here when im done and read the circus of the damned. Tristen swears its an awesome book and that ill love it. which i probably will cause its about vampires and stuff and that stuff normally sucks me in .

I really need something to do today like productive wise.ugh

So, today i got up and went walking with my mom, it was cool to get to spend time with her without the distractions. and then i went to church which was good, we're watching this movie about a pilgrims journey to heaven, its pretty cool. And now I'm sitting here bored to hyper to go to sleep, so instead I'm writing, not that anyone reads these things.
Bobby's going hunting at 3 am so he couldn't really talk tonight, but it's okay I know its his thing so I'll let him have fun with it. Ang is supposed to come over tomorrow, that should be fun I miss her.
I found these letters my gpa wrote my dad when my dad was 19 so i think im going to go read them.

    I need to find a stupid job.UGHHHHH. It's ridiculous.

So I've made ten thousand of these things and always loose the password forget the email or forget about ti all together.But i need to start writing again.